Good Night !
Dear Skyre,
I should be grateful to be had a family who was loves me and my friend who was understands me. But, sometimes i makes them disappointed to me. I dont know how it should be done. I dont know what was i do. When i have a problem, my parent knows the solution. They were cares about me, they want to me independent. Be the problem solver. Do all thing with a brave.
Skyre, what should i do ? i dont know what i want to be. What i like. What want i do. my favorites. What if i have no identity yet ? is it possible ? in my age ? in my 24 years old ?. What i want just do what people does. then, am i a just follower ? is it my identity ?. Too much more the thing in my mind.
And skyre, i have a some bad news. The first, my father health's makes me worry. I hope He can healing my father. I know he was in sixthy. but, i just makes him a happy. with what ? with what i do. But skyre, some days ago i was dreams. my father comes in to my dream. I cannot see him clearly but i know him. his body, his voice his face and his words. What means it ? it should be "flower of sleep" or i miss him to be health. just it ?.
I wanna get back his smile. Sleep well. I dont want to lose someone i love and loves me. I don't want it. really i don't want it. I can not imagine...no i want it. and skyre, just not my father, my grandmother still sick until now. But, i not coming yet to her house. I just too lazy to go. it is not a reason, right ?
what time is it ? 23:29 PM and tomorrow is monday, by the way. I think He hears my pray, right ?
bye skyre :)
Thank You !
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